Jerks
Why are guys such jerks? I mean I was having such a great day and everything was going fine and then hello Mr. Jerk!!! I mean what the heck I wasn't even doing anything and then he tells me to go away and that no one wants to look at me when I'm me. I mean I didn't do anything to him! So why did he have to say that. And why do I always have to let him get to me. I'm at youth and now all I want to do is go home and never see him again. I hate that. Well I better go. Maybe I'll just go slit my wrists. Just kidding!!

Stuff to Think About
Do you ever have the feeling that everyone is moving in one direction and no matter what you do you just can't go that way? That is so where I am right now. I mean all these people seem to be getting closer and closer to God and no matter what I do I keep falling away. I mean don't get me wrong, at SHOC I had a total God experiance and everytime at worship I get totally ministered by God, but there is just something that I'm missing. I haven't been totally on a high for God in like forever and I really need that. I guess tonight I will just have to desprately seek him and such. I don't know. I guess I'm sorta on a low right now so I will have to go. My d-group is meeting like now so I will let you know if this downer feeling goes away. I guess it's a good thing that tonight is youth. I need a God time really bad right now!

Total Excitment
So today was the most exciting day of my life! I got to do school all day.(cough) Anyway, I just finished writing a report on Edgar Allen Poe. Man, what a weirdo! Yeah, anyway, Nat, your blog site does look pretty cool! I like it a lot. It's raining outside! Yeah! I love it when it rains! Makes me all happy inside. But I got to go finish my math! Ode to Joy...(thought you would appreciate that dad) It's like a puzzle! I hate it when adults say things like that. Do they really think that Algebra 2 is going to be fun for me, a 15 year old girl? I sooo don't think so! The only way math is fun is when there is a hott guy in the class and since I'm homeschooled I have no such luck. Well I guess it's make to the books. sigh

Color Confusion
Major confusion is taking over my brain! I was trying to change the color of my template, but it wasn't working so great, so know I just changed my template all together. It might be different tomorrow. Who knows? After all I'm an emotional teen and we all know how often us teenaged girls change our minds about everything!!!!

Trend Setter
Wow, I really feel like a trend setter!! I mean I get a blogger thing and then one of my best friends sees it and thinks it's cool so she has one too! But Nat really now, you should change your template cuz you don't want to be exactly like me know do ya?? ;)

Explination
I thought that this would be a good time to explain the "Pippin's girl" thing. Ok, so most of you have probably seen Lord of the Rings, but if you haven't, Peregrin Took, better known as Pippin, is one of the hobbits. To make a long story short, I'm totally in love with that hobbit so yeah, there you go! I know that I sound like a freak, but that's ok, cuz I kinda am!